When our friends who have recovered write to me, they always say how content they are, how grateful they feel, and how even the simplest things bring them joy. They also say that having been able to cope with withdrawal has made them profoundly appreciate how strong and courageous they are and that they can’t imagine anything in life ever having the ability to affect them as much as withdrawal did. Nothing will ever faze them, they say. This has also been my experience.
I know it may be near-impossible for you to see any good coming out of your situation at this time, but one day you will feel differently. I don’t know what your gifts will be, but I do believe there will be some. I know that today, all you may be thinking about is coping with the symptoms/signs of healing and getting through the day, but this will change as you continue to heal. Remember, these signs of healing are going to go one day, and go for good. You will be delighted that you have recovered, and you will say the same as those who have already made it to the other side.
I’ve always said I wouldn’t swap anything for the feelings of gratitude and the “preciousness” of life that I now enjoy. No matter how intense things are for you today, please trust that your time is coming. You will be able to sit back, reflect, and smile gently to yourself when you think of all you have overcome and how strong you truly are.
While you wait, please never lose sight of the fact that everything that is happening now is leading you to recovery. All you must do is continue to hold on, allow the process to unfold, and take good care of yourself in the meantime. You are going to make it to the other side.
Sending healing thoughts and wishes,
Baylissa